catcanoe

Emergency Journal UPDATEUPDATE: 
I really wanna thank EVERYONE who donated and especially those who even considered and couldn't ! We were able to raise a really good amount of money and were able to pay the funeral funds ! We're waiting on updates from the place on everything, but again I really want to thank everyone it means so much to me that you guys spread this around and helped me raise money for the most important person in my life!! And a big thank you to everyone who sent me kind messages, checking up on me and all of that! I couldn't ask for more amazing friends in a really rough time of my life thank you !!
Oh gosh I really thought I would never have to post a journal like this and the fact I have to now is just a bit heartbreaking but as I've told a lot of you my grandma passed away exactly a week ago from today, it's been excruciatingly hard and I've been trying to get back into the swing of things as of recent, but my family has been struggling to pay for the fees it will cost us t

Hey y'all!!! My friend Summer-Starz  is going through some really hard times right now with the death of a family member, and she really needs money to help pay for cremation like her Grandmother wanted. As you can tell this is a very important issue and I would really like Rose to have all the money and help possible to carry out her Grandma's wishes <333 Thank you all!! 

i dont ever do journals but Here U Go

Name

Name Meaning: flat tropical grassland 
Name Origin: spanish 
Do you abbreviate your name? If yes, why? not REALLY but ppl will sometimes call me sav! just bc its so Longe
Middle Name Meaning: wisdom
Middle Name Origin: czech/polish/ukranian 
Reason for Middle Name? (shrugs loudly) 
Surname Meaning: brown/dark brown
Surname Origin: scottish 

Age

Millennial (1981 - 1996) or Gen Z (1997 - )? gen z baybeeee
Do you act your age? idk man i am 2 lazy 2 ask. 

Geography

Country of Residence: usa
Country of Birth: usa
Nationality: american
Countries visited: none (pensive emoji)
Countries I'd like to visit: argentina, england, france, scotland

Education

Highest Educational Qualification: highschool 
Are you still in Education? yea
Attitude to School: it is TORTURE but a necessary one to get a well-paying job that i enjoy doing. 
Favorite Subject: academically; english.
Least Favorite Subject: I HATE GEOMEtRY!!!! HYAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Skills

Can you Play an Instrument? i used to, but not anymore 
Are you good at sport? i did tae-kwon-do for approx 13-14 years! or maybe 10. in that range. i dont do anything anymore tho
Are you good at making things? somewhat!
Are you good at art? im Decent but im NOWHERE NEAR where i wanna be 


Hobbies & Interests

Current Clubs none! but im setting up a dnd club at my school next year. we are doing hoard of the dragon queen!
Prior Clubs japanese! but that was way back in middle school
Favorite Pass Times drawing, watching youtube, ANYTHING critical role
Favorite TV Series i really love grace and frankie! its a cute show
Favorite Movie the addams family movies! 
Favorite Anime kimi ni todoke 
Guilty Pleasure TV/Movie/Anime god i have no idea? tentative forensic files. i have watched them all day b4 and i will CONTINUE to watch them all day
Favorite Video Game i actually dont know!!! i don't rlly play video games anymore. im gonna tentatively say minecraft bc ive been playing that a lot recently! 
Favorite Console xbox 360!
Favorite Sport horseback riding! its Fun
Favorite Team ???????
Childhood Obsession c,,,,creepypasta,,,,

Language

First Language english
Second Languages im learning spanish! 
Common Swears/Bad Language fuck is the one i use the most. also shit. 
Common phrases or sayings eats ___
GHDWVASKHGDVHVAHGDV
hehe
replacing to and too with 2 
Most commonly remarked word in another language: es (is) HVDHGVhgv

Romance etc.

Orientation bisexual and biromantic !
First Crush a boy from my church named hunter
First Kiss also hunter
First Boyfriend/Girlfriend/Partner a boy from my elementary school named nathan 

Trivia
Quick. Ten pieces of useless Trivia about you. Go!

- i have only dated Men bc irl im closeted but i lean more towards Wahmen when looking at physical traits! 
- despite being a visual arts major, i am in LOVE with theatre.
- i went to a production of hunchback of notre dame today and started tearing up within the first.5 seconds because of how long it had been since i saw a show. 
- i wanna be a theatre major tbh and would love to learn to sing and dance...but im 2 nervous to learn. it isnt the audience that gets me, its one on one lessons. 
- my fav musicals are evita and sweeny todd! (basic bitches i kno but they are popular FOR A REASON) some other rlly good ones tho are falsettos, violet, chicago, and anything goes! 
- all 3 of the family pets sleep in my room
-im procrastinating on notes for a history test by doing this rn! 
-i rlly love lime flavored chips 
- my backup career is a mortician! 

lets see how boring my life really is HMMMMM

(x) stayed single for the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow
( ) celebrated Halloween
( ) kissed in the rain
( ) had your heart broken  
( ) broke someone else's heart
( ) had a stalker
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
( ) had/have a good relationship with someone
( ) had/have a relationship with someone you'll never forget
(x) done something you've regretted
( ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under a mistletoe

( ) took an advanced class
( ) broke the dress code
( ) sent to the principles office for misbehaviour
( ) got straight A's
( ) met one teacher you really like
(x) met one teacher you really hated
( ) failed a class
( ) skipped school
(x) did something you were proud of
( ) discovered a new talent
(x) proved yourself an idiot
(x) embarrassed yourself in front of the class
( ) intentionally tripped someone at school
( ) made a varsity team
(x) were involved in something you'll never forget

(x) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( ) shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
( ) posted a blog
(x) listened to music you couldn't stand
( ) went to a sleepover
( ) went camping
( ) threw a surprise party  
(x) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
( ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
(x) lost something/someone important to you

(x) broke a promise
(x) lied
(x) went behind your parents back
( ) cried over a broken heart
( ) disappointed someone close
(x) hid a secret
(x) pretended to be happy
( ) slept next to someone of the opposite sex
( ) slept under the stars
( ) kept your new years resolution
(x) forgot your new years resolution
( ) facetimed someone for over 4 hours
( ) met someone who changed your life
( ) met one of your idols
( ) changed your outlook on life
(x) sat home all day doing nothing
( ) pretended to be sick
( ) left the country
(x) given up something important to you
(x) lost something expensive
( ) learned something new about yourself
(x) tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
( ) made a change in your life
( ) had a relationship past 10 months
(x) found out who your true friends were
(x) stayed up 'til sunrise
(x) cried over the silliest thing
( ) had your first kiss  
( ) was never home on weekends
( ) got into a car accident
(x) had friends who were drifting away from you
( ) had someone close to you die
( ) had a high cell phone bill
( ) spent most of your money on food
( ) had a fist fight
( ) driven a car
( ) went to the beach with your best friend
( ) saw a celebrity
(x) gotten sick
(x) been told "I love you"
(x) told someone you love them
( ) liked more than 5 people at the same time
(x) fell asleep on someone
( ) became closer with a lot of people

( ) Got a new piercing.
( ) Dyed my hair.
( ) Ended a relationship.
( ) Started a new relationship.
(x) Been on a long car/bus journey.
(x) Passed an exam
( ) Met someone who's now an important part of your life.
(x) Cried on someone's shoulder.
( ) Received flowers.
( ) Had a Valentine
( ) Gone to see a therapist
( ) Been prescribed medication by a doctor.
( ) Read a really good book.
( ) Went to the zoo.
(x) Spent too much money on unnecessary things.
( ) Traveled by train.
( ) Spent the day out in the sun getting a tan.
(x) cried in front of someone you adore
( ) Slammed a door out of frustration.
(x) Had an anxiety attack.
( ) Babysat for a friend's child.
(x) Had a BBQ
( ) Went to the fair.
( ) Went bowling.
( ) Seen a film at the cinema in 3D
( ) Went on a date.

200 WATCHER ART RAFFLE (WINNERS)THE WINNERS:
MAJOR WINNER IS....

HappyOreoDay
and the minor winners...

cherrycattails and Solimbrem !
if you won anything, please note me the character(s) you would like to be drawn! thanks to everyone for the participation!
UPDATE: I will be accepting entries on this date until I get home from school! This will end at about 3 pm est!

To celebrate my reaching of 200 watchers, I wanted to thank you all! I’ll be doing an art raffle that any of my watchers may join. I just have a few things for you to do / pay attention to —
* You must be watching me! New watchers are welcome.
* Share this in either a journal, or a poll. No statuses, please. :” )
* Comment with a link to your journal/poll so that I may give you a number. I will respond to your comment with your number. If you do not receive a response within a week, please notify me.
* There will be
bls check them out their art is legit BOMB af i stg